Friday 24 February 2012

Opposites Attract !!! are we really opposites??


Introduction



Ever seen those movies where the guy is always the one who screws up. The gal is this ideal person who hardly makes any mistakes and the guy is d immature one making mistakes and creating history. The girl’s father is the one who doesn’t approve of the guy because he feels that he is not fit for his daughter and in spite of several attempts the guy fails to make things right, and say he does succeed, something comes his way and he screws up yet again. My story is kind of similar except that it’s d opposite. I (the girl) am the one who screws up, and He (the guy) is the good one in the relationship. 

Having this wonderful man in my life I feel so lucky and blessed. Even he says the same, that he feels lucky and blessed but I wonder why he says that. I am just this ordinary girl with a little more than ordinary looks, but my lifestyle, behavior, dressing is all extra ordinary and, not in a good way. I have a particular way of living in which I make sure I don’t hurt anyone in the bargain of keeping myself entertained but when I end up hurting someone it kills me. Especially when it is someone I dearly love. He is the ideal man, the one that everybody loves, pet in the house and adored by his friends, hardworking, honest and empathetic, Kind, polite and mature. The one, who knows to maintain relationships, and touch his elders feet when he meets them. The one who plans about his future and makes a budget, the one woman man, a true lover and a loving son. I, on the other hand am that crazy chick who goes for parties and dances like a freak, who has tried all kinds of drinks possible and had a few relationships and ended them, I am that in disciplined girl who has cheated for her exams and failed countless times. I am that crazy chick who has sneaked out of the house and gotten caught, but at the same time I am also that girl who has a strong willpower and fought cancer, I am that girl who has chosen her family over love, I am that girl who will stand like a shield in front of her family and protect them if any one even tries to lay a finger on them, I am that girl who knows to love. But is that enough??!!

Tuesday 14 February 2012

Our 1st Valentine

Somewhere I belong, somewhere in your heart,
You have given me so much but a little place would be enough,
You are my dream Shanii, and I love you with all my might,
My soul belongs to you, and to you belongs my life.
Your eyes so beautiful, your smile so divine,
You taste so delicious my chocolate praline,
When I close my eyes I see you,
And every time you touch me I feel new.
Sorrows have disappeared out of my life,
I keep singing day and night,
I know my poem is silly and very plain,
But you know silly lines are easy to frame.
I don’t even have to worry to impress you,
But I still want to because its YOU,
YOU are someone I dreamed of all my life,
And now that I have you I want to love the hell out of your life.
No matter how much you say,
That you are lucky to have me,
But God knows the truth,
As he has written my story.
I love you more than my life,
And I am sorry I dint do anything extraordinary for you today,
This itself shows that I am so ordinary,
And you are great to love me without any plans.
No matter what I do for you, I’ll always fall short,
But I will try till my last breath,
Because you deserve nothing less,
Nothing less than my life’s worth.